Ep 183 - Crossing The Bridge of Fear with Penelope Holt (  RAX of Penetration, 2/5 Splenic Projector)

 “Fear shows up as the troll under the bridge — but each crossing shapes us into who we came here to be.”

✧ Listen Now
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✧ Reflection / Episode Summary
In this episode, I welcome Penn Holt — writer, philosopher, and creative leader whose life has been shaped by leaps into the unknown. From England to New York, advertising to authorship, Penn’s journey reveals the paradox of fearing the future while still diving headfirst into it.

Together, we explore how intuition, self-trust, and creativity carry us across life’s bridges — even when trolls of fear, doubt, and inadequacy try to block the way. Penn’s reflections on shadow, contentment, and the diamond of soul-purpose remind us that prosperity is not found in avoiding fear, but in moving through it.

✧ Key Takeaways
✧ Fear of the future is an invitation to cross the bridge, not turn back.
✧ Boredom signals the need for growth, not comfort.
✧ Shadow work is essential to holding more light.
✧ Contentment transforms scarcity into simple abundance.
✧ Authentic self-trust is the greatest creative act.

✧ Integration Practice
❍ Journal Prompt: What “troll on the bridge” still keeps me from stepping forward?
❍ Somatic Practice: Place your hand on your heart and whisper: “Fear walks with me, but it does not lead me.”
❍ Sacred Ritual: Light a candle and write one fear you are ready to cross through. Burn the paper and breathe into your next step.

My Invitation to you...
If you’re ready to explore the art of unbecoming fear and stepping into authentic resonance, step into Unbecoming.
Pull a card from the WebAPP Oracle Deck for a reflection of your path.
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✧ Closing Whisper
“The bridge is never as dangerous as the fear that guards it. Cross anyway.”

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